
Getting Old
March 22, 2011Had a real shock today. I know I’ve been putting on weight since I hurt my feet last year, but I’m 79 kilos! This is the heaviest I have ever been – even heavier than when I was having twins.
I’m in my 49th year and don’t want to be huge on my 50th in November.
I’ve had a couple of events the last two weeks and in all the photos, I can’t believe how big I look. Isn’t it funny though that I don’t think I look that big? Perhaps my brain won’t accept it. My clothes do as they are so unforgiving. I keep looking at my size 12s and can’t understand why they won’t fit anymore. Now I know why. I’ve got FAT.
My only main concern is really vain: I know that if I lose the two/three stone that I should, my face will get really wrinkly. Lots of people say I don’t look my age, but I bet you that when I lose that weight, I’ll look it then!
